I Want to Have the Full Experience

I want to have the full experience
I want to remember how this moment smells

I want to have the full experience
It’s not enough to taste the pork
I need to know it from piglet
and how it felt
when it knew about its fate

I want to have the full experience
blood, sweat, urine, vomit
Theses smells can not be used in perfume
Because they are real
I want to have the full experience
I want to know the real things

I want to have the full experience
Housework makes a place home
dirt, hair, stain
they make a place home
I can’t always be a guest
I want to do the maintenance

*I want to have the full experience
I want to do the maintenance
blood, sweat, urine, vomit
they are the real things
Please let me do the maintenance
I want to know how this moment smells*
(improvised, with free repetition)